Then...

There are days that I catch myself being irritated that Jeremiah won't settle with someone else, that he prefers me. 

Then. 

Then I remind myself.

These days will pass. 

These days are priceless.

These days are meant to be remembered, memorized and held tenderly. 

These days go by fast, but sweetly. 

Then. 

Then I remind myself. 

Hold onto life. 

Make memories last.

Enjoy and embrace the hardships of being a mother. 

Never forget the feeling of loss and empty arms. 

Ever. 

Then.

Then I look down and see his sweet face smile in his sleep.

Then I look and see his wide open smile and laugh. 

Then...my heart clinches and pulls...this moment is cemented forever in my mind. 

Then...

Then I relax and enjoy the ride...